A short while ago, as I sought solace
in Mom’s old notebooks—filled with lists
of To Dos, unfamiliar names, numbers, dates
to be remembered, quotes that must have
kindled some delight deep inside her—my gaze
paused on Picture Frames, scribbled in a margin.
This need for frames surely arose one October,
just after my sister and I, shuffling
in the Sunday clothes Mom dressed us in
early that morning, stood alongside the other
secretarial children, plucking our plastic combs,
awaiting the photographer’s stool.
Maybe she needed frames following
a spring clean, that sacred time when memories lost
to crammed closets are brought briefly to light, dusted,
and lost once more. Maybe Mom found a wedding album
whose creaked spine revealed a tender-gazed groom,
his bride too vibrant to be hidden until next spring.
Or maybe it was June, Kodaks from our summer trip
tucked inside a crisp envelope, pudgy hands
eager to grab, to unearth the treasures caught
on a beach two weeks prior: me flouncing clumsily
into water, Dad flung down on luminous sand,
Mom in the distance, stroking idly into a wave.
Or perhaps she needed frames for the artwork
I plied her with, haphazard drawings
that would cause any lesser viewer to pause,
brows pulled tight and lips flicked down
at crayon strewn across paper, a gruesome
cacophony of colors. But Mom simply smiled.
But then I wonder if these frames weren’t meant
for pictures at all, but words which inspired
and moved. Maybe she wanted to frame
a quote that kindled some delight deep inside her,
just as Picture Frames, scribbled in the margins
of Mom’s notebook, now kindles something inside me.
Published in Qua, Fall 2022 issue (print)

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